Hello! I remember as a child my grandmother would stress how important it was to go to church. She would tell my brother & I stories that were in the Bible. She talked a lot about good & evil. She would tell us that we have to Pray. I still can remember all the stories she would tell us. Those stories made me into the person I am today. It's a lot of things I wouldn't & still won't do to this day. Those stories of good & evil kept me out of a lot of trouble! Thank God for my grandmother who taught me what my mother didn't! I remember not wanting to go to church this particular Sunday & my grandmother made me go. I was so mad at her! I had just gotten my Jheri Curl done & anyone who has ever had a Jheri Curl knows that your hair stays dry for 2 days, until the moisture set in. My hair was so dry & I was embarrassed by my hair. She said God doesn't care how you look. I went to church with an attitude & sat in the back of the Church. I think about that day & say to myself, she was so right! That was the child in me at the time. I was 11 years old at the time. God just wants us to serve him & spread the word. Who cares how u look or what you have on. My grandmother told me to always love God & he will always take care of you. She was so right! I turn to God for love & support! I wouldn't have never made it through without God's love! I share the stories my grandmother told me with my 2 kids. I didn't understand every story she told me at the time, but I get it now! My grandmother was a very spiritual woman. She went to church all the time & would pray all the time. She said she prayed before things would happen. She said you don't just go to The Father when things are bad. She said you pray when things are good as well. She said show God some appreciation. Everything she said came back full circle! My grandmother was a wise woman & I find myself turning into her. Lol! That's funny to say that! She had her moments, but she was as real as they get. My grandmother taught me how to pray at an early age. I taught my kids how to pray the same way. My daughter is a praying child! She'll pray at the drop of a hat! I remember going through Chemo & I would be having a really bad pain day & when my daughter would pray for me, I would feel so much better! A child shall lead the way! My grandmother would say to me keep living. I would say what does she mean. She said when you get older you will remember all of this. I do! God really is the source of everything! Turn to God for everything! Go over your childhood & pull from the things you learned & apply them in your life. I'm thankful for every experience I've had! Good or bad! It's a lesson in everything. Cancer changed my life for the better! The experience was bad, but there was a lesson in it all! I'm a vessel being used for good for other people. I miss my grandmother, but I will always love her & carry the things she taught me, forever! Moral of the story is to serve God & go to him for everything! Life will change forever, but we have to be faithful to The Father! Monkey see, monkey don't have to do! I try to be as good as possible. I try to encourage as many people as I can. I made it through & I want other people to do the same. I'm thankful for this life change & I'm happy. This may apply to someone out there. Life may be hard right now, but it does get better. Joy cometh in the morning! There is light at the end of the tunnel. It may not seem like it, but trust me, it is! I couldn't wait to get out of the darkness of Cancer! I thought it took forever, but my family & friends tell me how quick the process was. I say process, because it was. Cancer didn't have me! I fought like hell to get out of darkness! It was very hard & depressing, but I sought God & he delivered me out of the darkness & healed me! I prayed everyday! I listened to a healing scripture cd everyday. I believed in a healing! I confessed it everyday! The Devil was very busy during that time. Some days I was discouraged! I saw my grandmother saying fight! I couldn't give up & that's when I realized that I was in a process of healing & being made whole by the father! Hold on & fight! Give it all you have! I don't care if you don't have faith, you better dig deep within & find it! God wants us all well & happy! All you need is faith! God will do the rest! Please, believe in a higher power & know that he is real! Are you ready for life's change? I'll leave you with this scripture, Psalms 34:4, I sought the Lord, and he heard me, and delivered me from all my fears. Have a Blessed Day & Love to all!!!
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