Healing & forgiving

I realized something over time, that Cancer changed me tremendously. It made me see things for what they really are & I'm in the process of making BIG changes in my precious life. I have been healing for 3 years. Not just from Cancer, but from hurt in my life. I always talk of forgiving & moving on, but I have to really let go. I was so hurt at how my family & some friends did me while I was going through Cancer treatments, that it turned into anger. I don't want that anger & will not give people power over me. God has Blessed me in so many ways & I will not take away from all that is good in my life. I had people turn their backs on me during that time. I had Cancer & it was not contagious. People acted like they could catch it. I would've never turned my back on a person like that. I had to realize that everyone is not like me. I had family wishing I would die all due to jealousy. I had friends basically trying to torment me. Yeah, harsh! I cut so many people off. I had too! I didn't deal with the issue at the time, because I was too sick. I now forgive & let go. I will not deal with these people, but I move on. I Pray for these people & wish them the best. Some people are in our lives for a season & I had to realize that. I was so hurt & lost focus. It took away from the people that were there for me. I so appreciate everyone who had a hand in encouraging & helping me during that time. When I would think about those people, I would get so angry. Not anymore. I'm forgiving & healing. I'm moving on. I have some relationships I need to repair & I'm working on that. I am quick to remove people out of my life & move on. I will stand & do what I have to do in my life. God is teaching me everyday & I'm receiving the lesson. I let go of the hurt & heal myself. I'm done with 3 years of anger. Not worth my time. That season had to come to an end. God revealed those people to me. Family or not, some people are not meant to be in your life. That's fine. Love the people that's meant to be in your life. I'm working on repairing myself & starting over. I feel so refreshed today. Thank God for enlightening me & making me see the light. Forgiving is the best thing for me to do to heal. The hurt is in the rear view mirror. Goodbye! I'm healing everyday. I'm thankful for my experience. Heal & forgive! That's the key to moving forward. Just thought I would share my story. Love to all! ;)
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